07/22/13

I DID NOT EXPECT FOR THINGS TO HAPPEN LIKE THIS.

I mean like oh my goodness I so believe in mother's instinct and my mom has just been right about everything. To tell you frankly, I've got immensely loving parents yet they are intensely strict with me like with everything I do. They do not allow me to go out with friends all the time, spend tons of time with friends, go out whenever I want, drive my own car, commute, have suitors, date someone, have suitors, have suitors and most of all... have suitors

So recently I do not really know why but my mom's been bugging me about my love life. For a week, she kept on asking me if I had suitors from school or if someone liked me or what and it just happens that this guy that I like just admitted to me that he liked me so in my mind I was like: F THIS CRAP. HOW DID SHE KNOW!?!?!!??!!

I am so sure that she does not go through my stuff, check my desktop, my phone or anything. But I suddenly thought: MOTHER'S INSTINCT. That is the best explanation for everything and for a second I did not doubt that. I mean with all the kalokohan my sister has been doing for the past twenty five years of existence, my mom has always been right with her. If she was lying, if she was really going to school or going to this place with certain people or not. She caught her every time she felt that there was something fishy and wrong about something. I mean she just feels it that is it! 

Okay so when she asked me of course I said NO!!! Like why would I say yes?! If I did she might have been shocked and had a heart attack *knocks knocks knocks trillions of knocks on wood* or something!!! But that week, that question crept up to me like a mother fucker. OK I am so sorry for the foul language but seriously. My conscience just kept on shaking me and punching me and strangling me in my head forcing me to tell her

So today we had that mother-daughter time and I asked her. "Mother, do you believe in mother's instinct?" and she just kept quiet for ten seconds but it really felt like an hour and she said "Okay, so who's courting you? Tell me already." And with that, I just told her about this guy that is kinda courting me who I really like and she effing understood me!!!! SHE DID NOT REACT VIOLENTLY (though she did say that it was pretty early for me to have a boyfriend) BUT REALLY SHE DID NOT STRANGLE ME. SHE DID NOT HATE ME. SHE DID NOT SCOLD ME. SHE DID NOT GET ANGRY. SHE DID NOT KILL ME. SHE DID NOT SPILL IT TO ANYONE ELSE BUT SHE JUST LISTENED TO ME AND UNDERSTOOD ME.

SHE UNDERSTOOD ME

SHE UNDERSTOOD ME

MY LOVING MOTHER UNDERSTOOD ME

MY GOSH SHE IS THE BEST MOTHER

GRABE I AM SO BLESSED WITH A WOMAN LIKE HER IN MY LIFE AND SHE IS MY MOTHER

SHE IS MY MOTHER AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH I ALMOST CRIED BECAUSE SHE WAS WAY TOO UNDERSTANDING AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE HER THAT I DO NOT DESERVE THIS TYPE OF KINDNESS BECAUSE SHE IS TOO KIND AND LOVING

LIKE WOW. I WAS TONGUE TIED, MY MIND REALLY EXPLODED WITH FIREWORKS, MY EYES SPARKLED DUE TO ADMIRATION FOR HER.

SHE IS JUST THE BEST MOM ANYONE COULD EVER HAVE AND I AM WAY TOO GRATEFUL FOR HER AND TO GOD FOR GIVING ME SOMEONE LIKE HER.

I AM TOO OVERWHELMED THAT I CAN FINALLY SHARE THOSE KINDS OF THINGS TO HER AND I HOPE I DO NOT JINX IT OR ANYTHING BUT REALLY. 

IF ONLY YOU CAN READ THIS MOM: YOU ARE THE BEST PERSON IN THIS WORLD AND YOU SERIOUSLY DESERVE THE BEST IN LIFE. YOU ARE GENEROUS, LOVING, KIND-HEARTED AND MOST OF ALL UNDERSTANDING. YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST BEAUTIFUL, UNIQUE AND GENUINE PERSONS IN THE WORLD. MAYBE EVEN PART OF THE TOP TEN MOST PERFY PERSON IN THE WORLD AND AS YOUR DAUGHTER I AM TOO GRATEFUL FOR YOU. I KNOW THAT I DO NOT DESERVE YOU BEAUSE I AM LAZY, STUBBORN, DISOBEDIENT, PASAWAY, MASUNGIT AND MORE BUT YOU CONTINUE TO LOVE ME AND I LOVE YOU TOO WITH ALL MY HEART. IF IT COMES TO A TIME THAT YOU NEED ME I WILL DEFINITELY BE THERE FOR YOU AND EVEN OFFER MY LIFE JUST SO YOU CAN LIVE. I LOVE YOU MAMA AND I WILL ALWAYS AND FOREVER WILL. THANK YOU MA FOR BEING THE GREATEST